Alone

alone

Life is a game, everybody gotta play it

When the game is over, nobody gona save it

With every passing second, I question inside

If the day came by, and I die would they cry?

Cos im tired of lies, whose really by your side

I survive each day by my music and get by

Kinda funny aint it, the shit we go through

Sometimes the cigs and you are all I got to talk to

Seems like I need to escape, from this world

From my mum, from my friends and even my self

Cos I lived it all, from this home I was brought

Most people wake to hear the smiles and the thought

While I walk alone in the park, nobody in sight

Flashback of memories of everyday fights

I always new life was hard, but not for this long

Coz everyday it gets harder and everything I do is wrong

Sometimes I don’t even know what to do

Except shed a tear and watch my skin blue

Got problems at home, got trouble with the fam

Got violence outside and I dream to be a star

Never though one person could make it go away

With a smile so bright, it always brightens my day

Kinda shameful, cigs keep me sane

How can so much life bring so much pain.

whatslife

Yeh, you know man
Alotta people like to say things, you know
Judge you and shit
They don't know you, you now man
They don't know what its like to put themselves in your shoes, Yeh

Now just listen to my words and please understand
I was raised as a thug, so I can't be a man
I'm labelled as the lowest scum on the earth
And it's like I was cursed the day I seen birth
And I'm finding it hard when I try to fit in
I live life as a thug so where do I begin
It's often i'm disapproved straight in the face
And I'm wondering sometime what I'm doing in this place
I know life ain't easy but I can't get a break
I've lived through it all, don't I got what it takes
I've experienced drugs, I've experienced violence
Past the beyond, I've cried tears in the silence
Watched my mother cry as I bring her home troubles
Everyday of life is the same fucking rubble
Losing bits of me, every second life pass
And I'm always here sitting alone
And I ask
wahts life

I'm a ghetto thug son,
I thought you knew it clearly,
And it seems so whack that this gangsters get teary
Now some people think I live as happy as can be
I wish I really could pass the things that I see
The things that I've done, I can never forget
It's like the first moment, you take your first step
When I'm trying to do good, the bad always comes
When I'm out doing bad, the good always runs
Don't tell me how to live, unless you've been through it too
I don't need a rich bastard to tell me what to do
You haven't seen the things I've seen, haven't been where I've been
Haven't lost the things, that help you make a dream
Haven't been forced to press a gun towards another
Haven't got the time to know your own mother
Always watching the sky, and hopes to run masked
Always waiting for an answer every time I ask
whats life

What's life? How I don't even know it myself man,
You know, everybody know what they meant till times
That they just question the world, you know me?
The reason of life you know
But what you do when everything is tryful
Seems like it ain't ever gonna happen
You know me
Your dreams failed
Life is just like a war zone,
You think about that, cause I do

What's life when my world come crashing on down
What's life when I'm still here pumping out rounds
What's life when my dreams is too high to reach
What's life when I don't understand what they teach
What's life when I can't have no one to hold
What's life when your days just passing by slow
What's life when I can't seem to drop that knife
What's life when I keep on asking what's life

- C.A